My Diary

The only place where i can be who I really am. I doubt anyone will care but I need to get it off my chest.

It’s not even worth it anymore, you don’t give a shit

Every time I ask you to hang out you agree but then back out to hang out with someone you like better instead. Every single fucking time. In case you haven’t noticed, I haven’t hung out with you in half a year. You gave up on our friendship for a bunch of sophomore girls who are mean. I needed you to be there for me so many times but you never respond. Piled more things onto my list of issues. So thanks.

It scares me that when bad things happen my first thought is to kill myself. 

Feels like you don’t even notice that we never talk anymore. I miss you. You stopped responding and I would always be the one to message first. I give up now, you didn’t try. If you are reading this and think it’s about you, it probably is.

Anonymous asked: I saw your blog about emotional abuse and I never saw something so close to what I'm experiencing...looking for men who make you feel unworthy yet for some reason keep them in your life..I know

it really sucks, being stuck on guys who treat you like crap but sticking around anyway. im sorry you are going through something similar :(